My Questions...?

Life has been a favour today,

But why the sun is shining so brightly?

Yesterday I my world was torn away apart,

But today I am taking my life so lightly?

So far everyone seemed a resident of heaven,

so why hell seem to be finding peace inside me?

The fire in the ocean has burnt my desires,

why am I still dreaming of money and fame?

The people are good and bad as well,

why am I looking for love in the arms of devil?

Friendship and love, are all kept at stake,

why am I still holding a candle in the dark?

Everyone is getting into a marriage or relation,

why am I still waiting for my Chiron ?